People from our past who we loved and no longer see and who haven't died
Have a superhuman glow
The sense memory is warm and sharp, dream-like, potent,
The memories conceal the coldness of the universe
the ticking clock
the silent TV flashing for company
the falling within the heart.
I catch myself
Talking to my past self
Trying to project back this hindsight
And I try to get quicker
At cutting this futile, imaginary conversation,
A conversation bringing terrible pain wrapped in comforting packaging.
No longer young
Still I can feel a hint of romance
A hint of soul for the world
All those lonely hours we spend
Before we are reminded of other vulvas and Starbucks.
To walk the floor of my happy past
Is an illusion
I give into in my sleep I guess.
Have a superhuman glow
The sense memory is warm and sharp, dream-like, potent,
The memories conceal the coldness of the universe
the ticking clock
the silent TV flashing for company
the falling within the heart.
I catch myself
Talking to my past self
Trying to project back this hindsight
And I try to get quicker
At cutting this futile, imaginary conversation,
A conversation bringing terrible pain wrapped in comforting packaging.
No longer young
Still I can feel a hint of romance
A hint of soul for the world
All those lonely hours we spend
Before we are reminded of other vulvas and Starbucks.
To walk the floor of my happy past
Is an illusion
I give into in my sleep I guess.